Secrets.

There are few secrets which you may have shared with your loved ones.

There are few secrets which you may have shared with your bestfriends.

There are few secrets which you may have posted it somewhere you think nobody can read it.

But there are just some secrets, or stories, which nobody knows but you and yourself, and you bottled them up because you just cant tell anybody.

For me, I have one.

I dont know if this is called secret or problem, or both.

What I do know is, I just cant tell anyone. 

The only thing I can do is to keep it to myself, to endure it by my own.

Maybe thats the reason I grew up like this.

Maybe yes, maybe no.

Adios.

P/s : Whoaa. Banyak pulak update recently. Maybe I just miss blogging, or I just miss having someone to rant on to.

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Down.

Ya, aku tengah down tahap dewa super saiya.

Ceh over.

Tapi memang down gila. 

Tak pernah lagi down gini.

Rasa bodoh sangat occay :(

Macam mana entah nak baiki.

Ada lagi ke peluang ni.

Perasaan aku-dah-salah-pilih-jalan-ni still tak hilang lagi.

Ya Rabb, show me the way.

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Losing

Haritu aku private kejap blog ni.

Masa tu mmg tgh berselirat kepala otak ni sebab macam² jadi.

Tapi aku rasa, tak perlu pun kot. 

So aku publickan balik. Not that it matters anyway.

Rindu nak membebel kat sini lah.

Introvert person macam aku ni, is better in expressing feelings thru writing kot. Kalau bercakap pun akan cakap dengan org yg betul² rasa comfortable to talk with je.

I have few people in my minds, but distance has always been the greatest obstacles.

Tak syiok wohh meluah perasaan ikut whatsapp je. 

Even if theres thousands of emoticons, the emotion is just not the same.

Dulu ada jugak org yg dekat untuk aku nak bercerita nak membebel nak bergosip, but now Im losing him/her (konon² rahsia la lelaki ke perempuan LOL)

Tapi itulah kehidupan, people always come and go. You cant force anyone to stay, even if you really want to.

Teringat pulak dulu² asal gaduh dgn pakwe mesti nak tulis dlm blog dgn harapan pakwe baca lepas tu faham tp yg xleh blah geng²u dia plak pi baca sekali kuajiaq nohhh -_-

K lah. Bye.

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Bleeding

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you dont know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You dont know what its like to be like me

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Negative Vibes; Removed.

Bila ada kau je, aku rasa bahang negative.

Negative level infinity!

Taktahan k. 

Makin lama makin negative aku rasa.

Well...

You have the power to choose your surroundings. 

You have the power to choose your environment.

You have the power to choose the people around you.

So I choose to eliminate you from my life.

And guess what? I feel calmer.

Way too calmer. And peaceful. And whatever words that fit this feeling.

So sekarang,

Kau. Boleh. Gi. Mampus.

Phew.

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